Post by damurcute on Oct 30, 2011 1:49:49 GMT -5
Has anyone else noticed how so very wrong the chords are for nearly every hole song. Its true I was being lazy looking them up BUT working out random chords that bear little resemblence to the song and the nerve to proudly post them suggests stupidity or deafness. My sister is so off key - someone told her she has the right to sing and to be proud. Hate that over developed sense of entitlement - has no right to sing in her car with me in it -EVER. If I was in the states I'd sue her.
Courtney really did save my life - not being dramatic - just is.
She really is the most remarkable women and I don't how the F she managed. I was living with my 18yr old girlfriend (gay) - out clubbing - I was talking to another musician quite intently - my gf so drunk - got home and she was accusing me of flirting. I'd already told her wasn't discussing anything if she gets drunk - told her to shut up and went and slept in the spare. She came in around 3pm - grunted at her and she hopped in bed. At 6.30 tried to wake her up but she was dead. Overdoesed on pain killers one of the nurses I worked with had aquired. I worked as a counsellor for people in crisis - none of clients had ever killed themselves coz I thought I was so good my job... lost a lot in that moment. I felt crazy - like I was observing the world through glass. Looked on line to see what happened to other people when their partners killed themselves (not what they said rather did - that has meaning). Everyone I looked up was so screwed up afterwards. Loved Michael in INXS so looked up Paula - she was chaotic mess - so out of control almost relief when she finally died.
Even non people didn't do too well. From my work I knew you were a high risk if some one close does it - but thats grossly understated - the trick is to keep breathing coz somedays thats all I could promise - and that was an achievement. Writing music didn't work - I used to sit at the piano or guitar whenever my heart got broken and write and if helped. I couldn't write one sentance - there were no words the warranted wasting on someone I didn't know or trust and was learning to hate. Now there was gossip I had given her the pills and watched die. I already had hole's up with witches and best sunday dress. But Malibu sounded a bit mainstream and had gone off them after hearing how great they were at the Big Day out and I missed it. Anyway I had told everyone Olympia was about a Chch Girls once I found she went to school in NZ. Someone said but she was in Nelson - so changed it to Nelson girls. Had to wear a hat and gloves at school so could've been. Anyway went back and read everything she wrote. Felt sick when I read suicide note Live through this bro - then you know what pain is - trade it for back or stomach pain anyday. But Courtney was doing it - and looking after a kid and writing amazing music and dealing with crap people people were dishing out. I was good at my job before - maybe this would make me better
Courtney really did save my life - not being dramatic - just is.
She really is the most remarkable women and I don't how the F she managed. I was living with my 18yr old girlfriend (gay) - out clubbing - I was talking to another musician quite intently - my gf so drunk - got home and she was accusing me of flirting. I'd already told her wasn't discussing anything if she gets drunk - told her to shut up and went and slept in the spare. She came in around 3pm - grunted at her and she hopped in bed. At 6.30 tried to wake her up but she was dead. Overdoesed on pain killers one of the nurses I worked with had aquired. I worked as a counsellor for people in crisis - none of clients had ever killed themselves coz I thought I was so good my job... lost a lot in that moment. I felt crazy - like I was observing the world through glass. Looked on line to see what happened to other people when their partners killed themselves (not what they said rather did - that has meaning). Everyone I looked up was so screwed up afterwards. Loved Michael in INXS so looked up Paula - she was chaotic mess - so out of control almost relief when she finally died.
Even non people didn't do too well. From my work I knew you were a high risk if some one close does it - but thats grossly understated - the trick is to keep breathing coz somedays thats all I could promise - and that was an achievement. Writing music didn't work - I used to sit at the piano or guitar whenever my heart got broken and write and if helped. I couldn't write one sentance - there were no words the warranted wasting on someone I didn't know or trust and was learning to hate. Now there was gossip I had given her the pills and watched die. I already had hole's up with witches and best sunday dress. But Malibu sounded a bit mainstream and had gone off them after hearing how great they were at the Big Day out and I missed it. Anyway I had told everyone Olympia was about a Chch Girls once I found she went to school in NZ. Someone said but she was in Nelson - so changed it to Nelson girls. Had to wear a hat and gloves at school so could've been. Anyway went back and read everything she wrote. Felt sick when I read suicide note Live through this bro - then you know what pain is - trade it for back or stomach pain anyday. But Courtney was doing it - and looking after a kid and writing amazing music and dealing with crap people people were dishing out. I was good at my job before - maybe this would make me better